If only

Reminds me about the day I met him in cf and the day in library. I did the most embarrassing thing. I wanted to wave hi but I saluted. He smiled and laughed at my silliness. He is one of the person that has made so much happier and joyful. D day he left is the day I fell for him. It was unexpected, but he won my heart. I miss his smile, I miss confiding in him. I miss him so much. If only, I could let it go. Only God knows how. Just help me Lord.