Monday, November 19, 2012

my ranting

i dunno what shd i do. i dunno whether am doing d right thing. honestly i start to feel like an idiot who acts everything is alright and its okay. in fact, am not.

i tried to be independent,  not to rely much on my feelings and all. i still think am so weak and vulnerable. all d hurts that these guys did to me.

maybe i forgiven them, but why d pain still there? what have i done to deserve all this? maybe, its SIN....am so sinful yet i still dont realised d outcome of all these.

my heart weakened already...


am totally very sick of all these dramas, love, acts and all. I just want a simple life.