I am sorry

I don't mean it. Pls forgive me.

Blessed CNY

My new dress!

Bang!

The pursuit of courage has a limit.

For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart. (Hebrews 4:11)

Be strong and courageous...

5 months passed...

It has been like that...

That either I should persevere on or let it go...

Koh said I should let go and move one.
Dad said I should wait patiently.
Mom said I make my own decision.
Lord said .... (still in silence, or am not still enough?)

My ego hurts me. I am not that type of person, but am becoming one. Keep praying for the Lord's deliverance upon me. This heart of pie just ache.

Unconsciously, I am waiting for something that is uncertain. So much faith that I have, not as much as how much Jesus have for me. Am just a sinner. Filthy sinner. Not worth it till Jesus first loved me. Forgive me, Lord.

Pray for perseverance, patience, strength and wisdom to continue this difficulties, Lord. T.T this heart hurts. Mend me. Mould me. Change my heart. I love all the people You have blessed me with. Give me the courage, Lord.

How to love God?

>>> Daily, devote and undivided attention with growing devotion.

>>> To persevere, to give all self to Him.

>>> Express through devotion.

And they continued steadfastly in the apostles’ doctrine and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in prayers. (Acts 2:42 NKJV)

God loves every person, only those choose to be near Him that will experience him.

People who keep in touch with God daily are the one who relied on.

Prayer is a deepest expression to Jesus. There are depths in God's love that we can embrace. Grow in our devotion.

Must Listen to It !

The song that inspired me to worship the Lord in spirit and in truth. Also inspired me to play my guitar, but starting with simple chords of G, C, D. the Lord will guide me through if I prayerfully, purposefully, powerfully & patiently in living God's way. :)


Be Thou my vision, be Thou my joy
My providence and my reward
Be Thou the wisdom that I employ
To trade my worth for Yours

Be Thou my refuge, be Thou my strength
Should my confession err
My heart's sure whisper assuring then
And trust Your every word

Be Thou exalted
Be Thou exalted, Jesus, forever
Be Thou exalted, forever

Be Thou my passion, be Thou my zeal
That I may offer Thee
No great procession or vain appeal
But my sincerity

Hallelujah to the Name of all names
Hallelujah, to the God be all praise
Ever holy, worthy
Be Thou exalted, always

New year with new furnitures

Back into my pigeon hole. It's my hostel...!!! Well, still another 6 months before I leave this home. Stayed for almost 3 years d to be exact. Loads of pleasant and unpleasant memories. But I will always keep it in my heart. :)

this is my room, the bed with purple bedsheet is mine. :)

its all cleaned up! 

haha, me and my stuff! 

Distractions

Frustrating!
Frustrating!
Frustrating!

Feel noxious, stomach uneasy and heart ache! I know something is wrong but where went wrong? Is it my conscience? Is the Holy Spirit telling me something?

Whats wrong with me?