i dunno what shd i do. i dunno whether am doing d right thing. honestly i start to feel like an idiot who acts everything is alright and its okay. in fact, am not.
i tried to be independent, not to rely much on my feelings and all. i still think am so weak and vulnerable. all d hurts that these guys did to me.
maybe i forgiven them, but why d pain still there? what have i done to deserve all this? maybe, its SIN....am so sinful yet i still dont realised d outcome of all these.
my heart weakened already...
am totally very sick of all these dramas, love, acts and all. I just want a simple life.
